Saturday Blues...

Yet another Saturday... & yet another Weekend :-(
I dont like Weekends... They make me go crazy. One day I dont like (as of now) is Saturday. There is nothing to do in the whole day. I would be just loafing here n there doing nothing. Earlier I used to do lot many activities like meeting friends, going to places, visiting Libraries, how can I forget IIA, IIM and IISc which I used to visit very frequently... I love the environment n serene there. They influnce me alot. But now I just sit @ home, watch TV or go to office n do nothing... I am bugged. Of late nothing is being creative during weekends. Many a times, I think that I should involve in social activities like going to hospitals n serve their ( I did it for few months n one fine day it just stopped), or go n teach the kids. But they have become just a passing thoughts. I must do something to beat this inertia which is affecting very much.
Someone rightly said that "An idle mind is a devil's workshop". Many tailless thoughts cross over the mind and spoils my mood. I will be very cheerful on Monday but as days passes n Friday approaches I will be restless and its very difficult to go through such phase.


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Life is lost for me, and everything I dream
Picture me above the sky on this half day closing
Ride the wave say goodnight drifting slowly
I see the world in your eyes it's relentless
When I feel the burn in my life God please end this
It's not so easy can you fix me and wipe it all away
Wipe it all away, you wash it all away
Picture me inside the sun, I'm dried and burning
As I sink like a stone the world keeps turning
I'll hold you close to myself you complete me
A part of my life I can't fill, please release me now
It's not so easy, and wipe it all away, can you fix me, and wipe it all away
So sadistic, and wipe it all away, how you'd bleed me, and wash it all away
Follow a heart in vain you follow and start again
Life is lost for me now
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